10. Euphemia li Britannia from Code Geass
9. Shiro Fujimoto from Blue Exorcist
Mr. Fujimoto was quite possibly the coolest dad ever. Along with being a cool priest, he raised both of the Satan's sons (who grew up quite well, fyi) and was considered to be the most powerful exorcist in the world. He had managed to keep Satan from possessing his body by sheer willpower but was ultimately taken over. I remember almost bawling as I watched one of his sons try to pull him back from sinking into the hell-realm of Gehenna.
8. Seiko Shinohara and Yui Shishido from Corpse Party
Okay, so I get that the game is called Corpse Party but these two had me hurting real bad. First of all, Seiko did not deserve to die and neither did Ms. Yui! Seiko's death was horrible as her possessed best friend hung her in the girl's bathrooms. And Ms. Yui's death was even worse. Ms. Yui just wanted to make sure all her students were okay. She genuinely cared for them yet she had to die too. I loved both of these characters so I had them share a slot as both their deaths were equally horrible.
7. Light Yagami from Death Note
I knew it was going to happen eventually but I still cried. Light honestly had it coming as he had been on a massive killing spree (albeit it was of mostly criminals who were on death row anyway). His death had been foreshadowed since like episode 5 and it was kind of obvious that he was going to be found out eventually. But through all of his screaming and his superiority complex, you can really hear how troubled he was in his last moments. Light must have been under immense stress. He just wanted to do what he thought was right. It was so sad watching him die.
6. Sousuke Yamazaki('s dreams) from Free! Eternal Summer
5. Madoka Kaname from Madoka Magica: Puella Magi
Madoka Magica may seem like a cute anime but it is absolutely heartbreaking to watch. Which makes it one of my favorite animes, haha. Madoka is another weird one as she technically didn't die either. Rather, she gave up herself to save girls just like her from the evil forces of a higher advanced planet that wanted to suck the energy from teenage girls. So she kinda became a god and, as she said to her best friend in her final moments, would be all around us. So Madoka = Jesus???? Who knows? But watching Madoka in her final battle was one of the saddest and most epic things I've ever seen. I had to actually pause Netflix so I could just cry for a moment.
4. Ryouko Fueguchi from Tokyo Ghoul
She may look pretty scary but she's probably one of the most tragic anime mom deaths I've seen in awhile (a lot of anime moms die ok). A ghoul is basically a different species that can only survive off of human flesh. The ghouls are hunted down by an agency that is trying to protect human lives at all costs. Not all ghouls are bad but most of them are pretty horrible. Ryouko's husband was forced to make and sell equipment and weapons to a group of bad ghouls. To protect their daughter, Ryouko fled with her to a safer part of the city. She was killed with her husbands own weapon within earshot of her daughter. I was bawling. It was so painful to watch.
3. Kaworu Nagisa from Evangelion
'90s anime, am I right? I am currently in the process of watching Evangelion and I haven't quite come across Kaworu yet. But, as this anime debuted in 1995, Kaworu's unfortunate end has been spoiled countless times for me. I have seen too many gifs of this poor boy exploding next to his best friend (who am I kidding those two were totally dating). I remember going to a convention and seeing a Kaworu with angel wings and a halo. My friend had to pull me away from them before I started bawling my eyes out. Kaworu definitely earned his spot on this list when I start crying even though I haven't even seen him in the anime yet. (Beware of white/silver haired anime boys! They always break you heart.)
2. Marco Bodt from Attack on Titan
(Here's an extra gif of Jean slapping Marco awake because Jean basically sums up the whole fandom's thoughts on Marco's death)
1. Major Maes Hughes from Full Metal Alchemist
Oh boy. Here come the waterworks. Maes Hughes's death stayed with me for months after I had watched the episode. He's definitely one of my favorite anime characters. Maes was a great comic relief character which made seeing him in such pain and struggle much, much worse. Maes was trying to make an important phone call when he was confronted by the human embodiment of Envy, who is able to shapshift. Envy held a gun to Maes's back as Envy forced him to hang up the phone. Maes quickly turned around to shoot Envy with his own gun but stopped when he saw his wife's face. He knew that it wasn't really her but he just couldn't bring himself to pull the trigger. His death was hard to watch but what was even harder was watching his funeral. His daughter, who did not quite understand what was going on, kept saying things like "why are they burying daddy?", "Daddy has work to finish!", and "Don't bury him, he needs to finish his work!" My heart actually hurts just typing those sentences. I remember crying for at least 20 minutes after the episode and couldn't bring myself to watch the next one for like two weeks afterwards.
Alright, I'm gonna go cry now.
-René